i know my posts are not very exciting anymore… but i will proceed.
because… i made chocolate truffles the other day!
that’s all. i bought some fancy super dark chocolate and set to work. mid experiment the project looked like it was going to be a disaster, but no, they are delicious. i’ve had 2 with my morning coffee. they were a v-day gift for sean. (with extra to share.)
i stopped in an international bookstore on my walk home cause i thought i might find “eat, pray, love” by gilbert. instead i nestled into a deep chair with “100(0?) places to visit before you die.” i was looking over the south american locations. i could write a book like that. they included some of the most fascinating stops i made on my trip down south, but certainly not all of them. i sort of like how the book is. another book that was there (and almost identical to another about women traveling) was this “100 places a woman must see.” in contrast to the places-before-death book this one was … novel-y. it read like a magazine “hot picks” article. eh. generic.
i want to write about my travels because they are such wonderful memories (and i love lists, maps and planning.) i learned so much about myself. it was constantly challenging. i don’t want to give anyone the impression that i masterfully handled each situation with grace and wisdom. i could be a mess. ask andrea. unrelated: i think of one of the first connecting moments my book club girls had. i was going through a painful breakup. i was entrenched in a lifestyle rut and stubbornly wanted to stay in it. i was behaving like a maniac. seriously felt psychotic during any moment that my mind had to wander. i revealed my embarrassing weaknesses to the girls and to my rescue they chimed right in with some of the juiciest stories of loosing it big time. i love them. they are real women, rational and irrational, but experienced and wise - so i take comfort in fitting right in with them.
one thing that was beautiful that i don’t think i ever wrote about was one day after chirstmas in Buenos Aires. andrea and i were shopping for our white outfits to wear on the Copacabana beach for new years eve.. from every tall building that lined every busy street there was torn paper floating down like snow. fluttering like butterflies tossed by the breeze. we were confounded. in the end we deduced that the portenos have a tradition of tearing up their calendars from the year and throwing them to the streets. magical and celebratory. the new year felt full of potential. and we were headed to Brazil.
feliz ano novo !
i am traveling with these guys in spirit. http://nickandric.blogspot.com/
Halloween has just passed and my berfday is approaching. my memories from this time last year are vivid, in Buenos Aires. as tired of that city as i became, i miss it desperately at times. i am compiling a “best of” list for yet another friend who making plans to spend some time there, and i am JEALOUS! he’s going to have so much fun. i think it’d be really fun to go back for a two week vacation. or one month. or two.
well, that is not going to be a reality anytime soon. lots to do here! my new job is a good one. i’ve gotten used to my office. not really gelling with my co-workers yet but i haven’t been making a real effort. i’ve been so BUSY! with deadlines! um, yeah… so what am i doing posting right now? i got distracted! well, better go. i will fill you in on Halloween and all that later. ta ta.
well. it’s been over a year now. i thought i was ready to get back to work. i guess i still am, but the reality of it is sinking in. i think i’m having knee jerk memories of my last job… which really took a lot of enthusiasm out of me. i will not settle for that kind of treatment or role again. i’m set to start work with a firm next Wednesday. i feel pretty good about it and am excited to see how far they will let me go. they claim to encourage initiative. ya ya.
i want to design a new website. i didn’t bother with what it looked like when i started cause i didn’t have time or care enough to start messing with it. i just wanted to write in it. now i think i can develop the look. i’ll have to see how much that will cost me.
what else, hm… i went to crafty bastards in DC last weekend and was kind of disappointed. just overwhelmed with all the (overpriced) screen print tee shirts . okay and all, but nothing extraordinary. the only displays that stood out for me were the barbie accessories, candy thief neck ties, and the felt deer head trophies (whose site is abominable and i won’t post). the bob ross prints made me smile (of course!) and the cigar box guitars were nice to see. it was creepy how much press the event was getting. “creepy” because my attention was drawn to the huge crowd of photographers and video cameras perched on top of nearby buildings. good for the crafters, but i prefer a more intimate setting. then there was the dood with the mega phone taking advantage of a crowd to make noises at. i left pretty quickly after that. i’m sad that my favorite member of the animal kingdom, the octopus, has been declared “the new owl.” NO! its MINE.
in the mean time, been pen sketching, reading, and LEED certifying an office project. meeting friends for lunch. waiting anxiously for someone to come home. ends up i don’t manage my time very well without some structure. SUCH a sad realization. maybe if i were trying to do something besides land a job.
been awhile…
hm.
i’m dog sitting for a furry feller named Mojo, my cousin’s dog. well behaved.
feels like i’m sitting still for the first time since i’ve been home. i am ploughing through Harry Potter 6 & 7 and avoiding spoilers. spending lots of time on the hammock or my cousin’s back porch with coffee.
so… its time to look for a job. i’m moving back to DC for a bit. i got a room in the westminster house where i love the people and will plot an adventure to Philly with sean. that’ll be in September (move to DC.)
till then i’m sorting through maps and piecing together a bike route from DC to cleveland. we’ll be on the C&O trail most of the way then hook up with the Great Allegheny Passage to Pittsburgh.
tomorrow night i’m going with stephanie to a burning river roller girls derby. if i were staying in the Cleve… i’d definitely be trying out for this league. guess i like wheels. a need… for speed.
dork.
hey, my traveling friend andrea found these vids of the circus convention near Buenos Aires that we went to last year. have a look, turn up the volume.
1 - 10ª convencion de malabares 2 Talleres
2 - convencion argentina 2006 3 Desfile y Gala
3 - 10ª Convencion de malabares 2006 5 Cabarets
so fun. time for some ants on a log. c y’alls.
i am struck by how beautiful this city is. trees. architecture. everything i want is conveniently nearby. bars, music, food, markets. the house on Westminster is a sight for sore eyes. feels like home. and i missed the folks here so much.
does all this account for the hefty price-tag of living in DC?
the last two weeks have been a blur of good times. the night i arrived sean had a show at the warehouse. we met willy and chris for pizza beforehand then caught up with joe at the bar. next morning sean and i took the chinatown bus to Philadelphia. 2.5 hrs. $20.
got some redbean buns in chinatown then got the train to matt karp’s new house on the edge of fishtown. matt was a champ and walked us all over the place. sean and i are in the market for a new city and Philly is the number one candidate right now.
tuesday … well, here’s how i put it in an email to my mom…
“so guess what.
long ago sean had reserved last night as a date for us to go for dinner and to see this zombie movie that we had been talking about. i had been telling everyone that after tuesday in am totally free etc. cause i was pretty excited about the movie. well yesterday ended up a really busy day for sean and he was tired and wanted a rain check for the movie… he had gone shopping and had a really good dinner in mind instead.
so we walked back to the house and picked up some wine. Xandi was home and coming from the back of the house saying that the garden looked great. i said “oh, i haven’t seen it yet, emily said you had a lot of cherry tomatoes already.” xandi walked straight for the back door again and i followed on her heels cause i thought she was leading me out to see the cherry tomatoes. low and behold, the garden is full of my friends. sean planned a party for me. it was so fantastic. they thought they were really sneaky, it was so funny. laughing about how i never suspected anything when they were tidying up the kitchen this morning (as if its something they aren’t doing all the time anyway) “haha! she didn’t notice the new roll of paper towels!”
i was really fooled. it was the greatest. some of my favorite faces. i told leah it was like coming home to a nest.
so. i thought that was really nice.
on the walk home i had been saying i wish there were just some party that i could see everyone at once and get that first visit out of the way, while everything was exciting. sean laughed at the time. now i know why. “
yeah. so that was awesome. i cried, of course. it was overwhelming. lots has been overwhelming. trying to budget my time and still have the nice relaxing evenings we’re used to. one thing i’ve noticed is that i am way out of practice in managing a tight schedule. i am far more laid back. i am trying to keep it that way but still cram in lots of fun on this visit. i got a cell phone, kinda reluctantly. but not getting one would just be stubborn of me. it is good. i am trying to collect phone numbers again. my number has NOT changed, if you want to call.
the rest of the week: saw the zombie movie, celebrated sean’s birthday (my tres leches cake got a mexican approval), modernism exhibit at the corcoran with nick, various breakfast/lunch/dinner dates, dinner on sarah’s roof, jazz in the park with book club and friends, solitary bike rides, nat. gallery then a BBQ with andrea and her brother, show at the black cat, show at velvet lounge. tonight is relaxing dinner, movie, and wine night at the house. tomorrow i pack up and drive home with kelly and pawel for our 10 yr. high-school reunion. picking up antar at the airport, then reunion, then sunday birthday party with friends and relatives for brother matt. phew!
then hammock time. yay!
“my last night in south america. wow. crossing the dirt intersection after dinner, motorcycles wizzing by and palm trees bending in the evening breeze, i was thinking to myself “i will miss this.” the grit of it all. the exploration and strange delights. the weirdness. day to day, week to week mystery of where i am going. trying new things. stumbling into adventrues. i don’t know why this outlook can’t continue at home… i think we settle into our surroundings and strive for stability… i miss a little of that too. can you have it both? we’ll see. “
to you who are reading this, thanks for following along with me. thanks for making yourselves known too. the messages and emails meant a lot to me. i know my absence was small in the scheme of most of your lives - but i assure you i felt your absence daily. looking forward to filling that void. hope we can visit soon.
my plan is to live at home in Chardon with my parents for several months. mom has the summer off and i hope to work with my dad on projects. i’ve enjoyed recording life here so i will continue to do so!
more fun to come, right!?
si, por supuesto! xo
after two weeks the jungle chewed me up then spit me out with all my limbs intact. no malaria (yet), avoided snake bites, being swallowed by jaguars, didn`t fall off any cliffs or sink in mud. no bug maggots under my skin. no poison darts, etc etc… not to make it sound boring though! there was always the threat… i am just a survivor. i wrestled caimen before breakfast. not really. but i often wrestled a young cappybara before bedtime.
a stay in the amazon was a great way to end my trip in South America. what a mess of contradictions! quiet and relaxing but noisy and ruckus. solitary but dense with life. physically demanding work then generous submission. blistering heat then damp cool or thundering storms. bounties of food and water but you had to work for it.
the Picaflor cast: Laurel Hanna built Picaflor (”hummingbird”) about 8 years ago. her passion is protecting this bit of primary forest from loggers. the land is a conservation under attack from neighboring farmers who want the biggest, oldest trees and to hunt the wildlife. it is buffer zone along the protected Tambopata Reserve.
Laurel’s husband is Pico. a peruvian, his grandfather used to harvest brazil nuts on the land. Pico often prepared the meals (lots of pasta or rice with onion, tomato, pepper and soy meat. fried plantain chips. lemonade. the occasional panqueka, egg salad, or custard.)
Piquito (little Pico) is their 3 yr. old son. i don`t know what a normal child of that age is like but sometimes we had to remind ourselves, he’s only 3. he was incredibly knowledgeable about the jungle. i was amazed how his ears could pick out the slightest chirp and he’d identify the critter. he’d predict the weather, etc. play for him was to help with whatever work you were doing. it was actually very interesting for me, if sometimes trying, to have him around. at first i thought his presence would be the biggest challenge for me. he had some volume issues… but he was a very cool kid. and sweet. and ONLY 3, after all. around here, by age 7 children are expected to carry their own weight and help around the farms. 
then there is Ron. more a family member than a pet. Ron is a 15 week old cappybarra that the family adopted when they found it abandoned as a newborn. they grow at an amazing speed and are very social animals. he is SO. FUN. and cute. playful. he comes and goes at this age… wanders back muddy from the riverbank to find a finger to suck on.
and Chick Chick. (shudder) el diablo. i was tormented daily by this psychotic, chicken-sized beast. it is a wonder they haven`t eaten him yet. they adopted him as a cheeping chick with deformities. i will have to get the name for his type of bird but they are territorial and bad natured. chick chick has a scary twitch. all agree he’s not normal, but laurel takes pity on him. i go for his neck…
Campeona, the cat, kept the rats at bay. she was practically a jungle cat… you could see it in her eyes as she flew by your head to cling to the mesh window, then dart into the darkness. during the day she was a lap cat.
other animals that visit the house or live there: bathroom bat (which i think Campeona ate last week), guinea pigs, rabbits, chickens, turkeys, quails, giant toads, gecko that pooed in my room each night, Priscilla the long-hair mouse opossum, porcupines, agouti, butterflies on the handrails, and the tarantulas at the water pump. oh, giant cockroaches and other bugs and spiders.
there were no researchers while i was there, but a crew of volunteers: Steve (retired -AU), Kelly (NZ), Katie (ENG) & Thomas (AU), and me. the men were carnivores and the women vegetarian. weird. there was one building where we lived. Laurel (whose father was an architect) designed it in the local vernacular. (see my pics.)
my first three days began at 4:30am with “i think its nearly morning, mom.” then i moved to the guest bungalow. days began at 5:30 or 6 depending on if i got up for a hike before breakfast. bread and jam or porridge or cake. help feed the animals. work till 11 or so. sometimes i made lunch, bread or cake. after lunch i was free to do what i like till 4pm when we took turns pumping water to a tank up the hill. that was fun, haha. looking back it was a struggle that united us all… rewarding? good exercise anyway. shower then free till dinner around 7. it gets dark after water pumping so we’d usually gather in the library with candle light.
my free time consisted of hiking, reading, writing, drawing, banjo, card games, or napping. playing or reading with Piquito. sometimes making dinner. checking the garden and chickens (lots of good bugs there). hammock time. and doing laundry. work was in the garden, finishing the solar cooker, trail clearing, stapling wire mesh for walls, and cooking. it rained a couple days… it’d be cold and everything damp. it was only really hot two or three days.
the jungle was HUGE. DENSE. NOISY. you could hear animals all around but it was difficult to see them. still, i saw a lot of cool stuff. monkeys, rodents, reptiles, birds, and bugs. maybe its the architect in me, or having grown up amidst a forest, but it was the jungle itself that was my main interest. the odd trees, ferns, vines and flowers. fun stuff.
very excited for my next adventure in Washington, DC. begins on Saturday. looking forward to seeing you all. xo
i met sean in the chaos of the Lima airport. it was great to see him again and i felt speechless with happiness. we flew to Cuzco early the next morning. Cuzco is brilliant. we stayed mostly in the old part of town, hiking up and down narrow cobbled streets
between ancient Inca stone walls. just getting to our hostel was exhausting at that high altitude. we really needed the first three days to acclimate. we bought a pass to visit the cathedrals around the main plaza. the tours were dense with information and amazing art to interpret. no photos allowed i am afraid. somewhere we read that Cuzco is a mix of pagan past, catholic solemnity, and latin fiesta. i think that is a good start to an explanation. sean was a walking target for shoe shiners. i was a target for the girls trying to sell spa packages. and there was always a little, wrinkly, toothless lady with a llama around if we stopped anywhere for too long.
we woke at 5:30 on the 4th day to meet our guide for the Inca Trail. the first day was the hardest. we both were depleted from some mysterious sickness. i was so worn down i couldn’t even bother to step around the donkey poo in the path. we really didn’t know if we were going to be able to continue. the first day is supposed the be the easiest! at camp the first night we were able to hire a porter to carry our personal bags, and after a solid nights sleep we were able to continue. the Inca Trail was like something from someone’s imagination. like a giant movie set for Indian Jones. my photos try to represent the range of it… but it is impossible to capture the magnitude.
i had never aspired to climb a mountain but hiking over the high pass on the second day was breathtaking. it felt awesome. we had an amazing mountain campsite where we watched the clouds roll over and into the valley. someone finally showed me the constellation of the southern cross. that night i dreamt an incan man told me i was out of clean socks. hm. our guide said the land was an old burial site. hm.
day three we were able to carry our packs. we were feeling much better and sean said “now i realize why everyone seemed to be having so much fun!”
oop, outta time. more later. xo


